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| Hello!! It's been forever since i've wrote on here! Most of my friends on here, already gave up on their xanga. But i understand.. its hard to update this stuff when myspace is been getting alot more publicity, and plus myspace is ALOT more fun. School starts in about 19 days.. or more.. i don't know. It pretty much sucks, summer hasn't started yet for me.. its weird. Man..i found a whole bunch of my notes from my freshman year, and i realized how stupid i was before. Haha. I also miss one of my best friends.. Randy.. we used to write notes to each other back and forth, but he left our skool our sophmore year. I should've kept talking to him, i didn't realize that i had it good back then. I had a best guy friend, he was awesome.. but i never realized it i guess, stupid me. Now i wish i could bring those times back. I should talk to him again. I also read a bunch of notes from Alevia. Man.. did we have alot of good times, she was so good to me and still is, i wish i acted as a good friend right now. I feel like i am not to her, i keep forgetting to call her, or write her or anything. What type of friend is that? I'm so stupid. I gotta write her something soon, she means so much to me. i have it good right now, i just hope i don't give up on friends like i did before. I always keep up with the friends i see everyday, otherwise i always forget my other ones.. why do i always do that? I seriously do care for them, its just i don't know. I'm so stupid. I'm so selfish too, at least i was.. it was always about me.. errrr sorry.. i just realized how stupid i was. Haha. Well anyway.. i've been talking to Pastor again.. it's really nice to talk to him about anything. He seems to understand and relate to me so well. I luv him!! He's awesome!! My brothers are growing up, its so sad, but at the same time.. really neat. Pretty soon they will be old enough to understand what i am talking about. Wow.. i can't believe i am finally a senior. Next year i will go to college. Where? I don't know.. maybe Olivet.. i am hoping. I am excited about graduating, but i will miss my classmates so much. It will be extremely sad. I don't want to leave high skool just yet. I am starting to realize everything now.. awww boo!! lol. g2g.. ttul
*GracY* | | |
| Hey people! Lots of stuff been happening. I've been hanging out with my friends. I've been watching the guy's baseball games. They aren't too bad, but i think they only won like 1 or 2 games so far. They haven't played many games either since the weather is being all crappy! Seriously, its crappy!! But yeah.. watching their games are really fun, i love cheering them on. I've been to Champaign alot this month. The girls and Justin went prom shopping and it was pretty fun. Justin was being really goofy, he is really awesome. Corky and I were doing alot of crazy things before we die.. so one of our things was to dance in front of Michaels in the middle of the road. Haha. That was pretty fun! Michelle was driving like a maniac so we had Justin drive the rest home. haha, cuz we trusted him more. LOL. Kelsey was just being hilarious, she couldn't stop talkin.. and it was great! Rachael kind of ditched us.. though i don't know why, but she did. But we still had a load of fun. We were just crusin' around Champaign followin' the guys.. because some of the baseball guys got out of practice so they came later to Champaign. But we were followin' them, and they were driving all around the parking lots like crazy, and we were screamin like crazy and Justin thought he was gonna go nuts w/ us screaming in his ear. Then we went to Steak N' Shake.. and the rest of guys went to Fizzoli's.. and we felt bad, cuz Justin was seperated from the guys.. so ended up leaving Steak N' Shake and went to Fizzoli's. So took a hat and left. It was hiliarious, Justin looked like he just got out of work there, even though he never worked there in his life. oh yeah before that, we went to the mall and walked around a bit. Then we went to Hot Topic, and we found these awesome willa wonka glasses. Corky and I put them on and Michelle was gonna take a picture on her phone, but the lady workin' there was bitchin' at us sayin" you can't take pictures in here, thats our policy" blah blah.. bullcrap.. its not like we were stealin the freakin glasses or anything. So we never got one memory of that, so it sucked! But uhh.. that pretty much was an awesome night. What else.. oh yeah.. Emily and I saw "The Benchwarmers" saturday night. It was pretty awesome, its hilarious!! Emily said she had a worm stomach and didn't feel good, so we went to Fizzoli's and she orderd herself some breadsticks. They took forever just to give her, her breadsticks! So i thought she was gonna barf on me or somethin. But she never did, which was really good on account that i didn't really want to smell like puke in the movie. Ugh! haha. Then she was really pshyic.. everything she predicted came true, it was really freaky!! She said that she had a feeling that we would ALMOST get in an accident.. and we almost did! IT was scary, and she said that she had a feeling that she would see a cop once we get into town.. and we did! Crazy stuff right there! Then on the way home, we went to IGA.. no one was there and ended up not getting anything. Then we scared Jackie at monicals.. by just driving up next to her in the dark.. pretty funny. That was pretty much my night then. Lots of fun!! Elaine stopped by in the afternoon yesterday.. i was so happy to see her, but i didn't get to talk to her much, cuz she was on her way to church. She let me borrow a dress for prom and it's absolutely beautiful.. but to me.. it reminds me more of Homecoming and not for prom. But i don't know yet.. maybe it's just me. But i'm excited for prom!! I asked Dustin this year, cuz i figured i didn't want to go with someone that i won't have fun with. Since Dustin one of my good friends and he's really fun to be with.. i decided to ask him. So.. i was pretty happy for myself that i asked early than later.. and of course.. he's going with me! Yayz! Umm.. yesterday, since it was soo nice out.. i took my bike out and rode around with my brother. It was pretty fun! I missed my bike in a way, but not really. We went to the lake and i saw Corey, Matthew, Adam and Dustin fishing there.. so stopped there to talk to them. Then after that, i took my brother home and i went to the cemetery to visit Zach. I was thinking.. gosh i never by flowers or anything to put on his stone and i really need to. It was kind of a sad moment for me, but since it was so nice out, i figured i'd go out there and just think. I miss him so dang much, half the time i feel that i need him so bad, i want to seek for his advice but its hard that's he's just gone. But umm.. i took my brothers to their little Sock Hop at their school and i was talking to Pastor for quite a bit. Then they were picking their King and Queen, and Alison and Tyler got it.. pretty sweet stuff. Once they were gonna go dance, they played one of my favorite songs called "Amazed" by Lonestar. I kind of got sad then, because that was one of the last songs that i danced with Zach. I was just wanted to leave, but i couldn't cuz i had to wait for my brothers. So i just stood there, listening and thinking about what exactly he was doing, when we were dancing it. Aw man, i miss him so much. But uh.. I went over to the Mingee's recently with my dog Sparky! Kelsey showed me her dog Brody.. and he was smaller than what i thought he'd be. He kept barking at Sparky, but Sparky wouldn't do anything... just ignored him.. it was pretty cool.. cuz i never seen Sparky that calm before. Then once i left.. i saw that Kelsey was riding Zach's bike.. it was so weird because all of a sudden, i saw a glimpse of Zach right there.. in Kelsey's place..it was just like... whoah.. wait a second. I didn't get it.. but it was just weird. Umm tonight.. i have no clue on what i am doing.. but i figured that i would update this, because.. yeah.. its prolly boring to read something over and over again. Well anyway.. i'm gonna go. So.. yeah.. leave comments people. Cya!! | | |
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Does your boyfriend give you weird nicknames? Don't have a boyfriend
What is your REAL name? Gracy... eh.. i'd say my real name, but there is weird ppl out there nowadays
Do you appreciate it? Of course i apperciate my name!
What is your name as it appears on your Birth Certificate? um.. my real name.. duh!
Do you prefer your middle/second name to your first name? dont have a middle name
Has anyone ever made fun of your last name? yeah kind of, they just said it wrong
Does anyone ever misspell your name? all the time, why do you think i gave myself a nickname for? "Gracy" is easier to remember
How old are you? 18
What season were you born in? in between fall and winter
Does this season suit you? um fall does in a way
Were you late or premature? i'm not sure, not premature though
How did you celebrate your last birthday? i spent it with my family and then at night i hanged out w/ michelle :).
Do you still live in your hometown? nope, i moved when i was 8
What kind of town is it? um a well known city "Los Angeles"
Is it famous? yes, pretty much
What is your nationality? hispanic
Are you proud of it? in a way, i kind of am
What does your voice sound like? its deep for a girl, but i sound like one.. lol
How much do you care about clothes? i care about it A--lot!
What was the last item of clothing you bought? a tank top and ripped jeans
Could you spend hours in a dressing room trying clothes on? hell yeah!
Or are you one of those people who truly loathe shop mirrors? haha no..
Are you more of a window shopper than a free shopper? free shopper
What do you spend most of your money on? cd
s, and clothes
How important is your appearance to you? extremely important
Describe your;
Hair: straight long black hair
Eyes: dark brown
Body shape: kinda short, i'm skinny.. not fat..
Lips: umm pink.. not too big
Legs: long, shaved, umm tan? lol
Stomach: umm has a bellybutton? lol, it looks like any other stomach
Nose: haha kind of big
Hands: looks like any normal hands
Fingernails: long.. and painted half the time
What shampoo and conditioner do you use? pantene pro-v
Is it a special type of stuff? not really
Do you enjoy bubble baths? of course, they are relaxing
How often do you take them? i haven't recently
How long can you lay in them? for as long as i want
Do you read in the bath? haven't tried
What bath creme/etc do you use?
soap.. bubbles.. what else do you need?
Do you prefer showers to baths? it depends.. showers if need to go something right away, but baths when i have time to waste
Do you shower daily? yes, every other day
What shower gel or soap do you use? zest
Do you wash with flannels or sponges? sponges
What time of the day do you shower/bath? mornings
Do you blow dry or air dry your hair? air dry
What colour is it? my hair? black
What colour is your bathroom? um pink and white
What kind of shoes do you wear? i dont wear shoes in the shower
Do you believe in the theory "you can always tell what kind of person someone is by their shoes"? i dunno i guess
What do you sleep in? clothes
Do you wear make up daily? everytime i go somewhere
What, out of the following, do you use?:
Foundation: no
Powder: yes
Pencil Eyeliner: yep
Liquid Eyeliner: no
Blusher: no
Eye shadow: yes
Mascara: yep
Lipstick: nope
Lipgloss: yes, how about chapstick
What is your favorite make up brand? umm doesn't really matter
Do you think you are naturally pretty, without make up? HAHA no
Do you think you need make up to feel and look attractive? all the time
So describe some of the clothes you wear?: i try hollister
How often do you pluck your eyebrows? eh.. not every so often.. i have professionals mess with my eyebrows
How often do you shave your legs? everytime i take a shower
How much television do you watch a day? at least an hour
Guide me through your day of TV Shows (what you usually watch in a day)? umm ,any fox shows, or any Nickoledoen or any MTV
What are your favourite TV Shows? the OC, family guy, the simpsons, friends
Are you watching anything right now? nope.. in school
What was the last DVD you watched? umm.. home alone?
What was the last Album you listened to? Fall Out Boy What are you reading at the moment? nothing What games do you play?: any
What do you love to do during your spare time? getting online, driving around, or hanging w/ friends
Do you have a job? nope
What do you want to do? something w/ music or psychology
On an average day, how do you spend it? talking w/ friends
What did you do today? i woke up, drove my bros to school and i came to school
What music have you listened to today? panic! at the disco, rascal flatts
How much time do you spend online? like an hour or 2
What else do you do on the computer? update myspace and talk w/ friends
What are your favourite outdoor activities? riding my bike, played volleyball or other sports, walk around town
What is your favourite season? fall, spring and summer
What is your favourite type of music? rock and country and pop and christian
Do you listen to a wide range of music or one particular kind? wide range
What brand is your stereo? umm sony?
How many Cds can it take? 1
What CD do you listen to most? burnt cd's
What are your favourite films? i like pink panther and i dunno others..
hehehe.. i figured since i haven't updated this.. i'd do a survey type thing. its ok i guess.. i'll find more surveys and fill them out on here.. so i'll never be bored.. MUAHHAHAHHAHAH!!!
K.. ttul
Love you all!!
GrACY | | |
| Hey everyone!
Yes.. i finally have updated! Whoohoo! Last night we had a game vs. Kankakee Grace Baptist and it was actually pretty fun. It was the most fun i've ever had in a while, even though they were pretty good and plus we lost.. we actually played as a team and we didn't even have pressure on us, FOR ONCE IN A LIFETIME type of deal. It was totally amazing! The first thing Coach did once we were gonna talk about plays and stuff, he said he had a master strategy, and all it was, was to smile. We all did.. and it just improved us more, i mean even if we lost.. we all thought we did really good. We were happy anyway, it felt like volleyball all over again!! Well.. maybe not quite the same.. but it was fun.. which we needed. Because practially every game, we all didn't want to play anymore, because of Coach pressuring all of us and we all just acted like we were individuals.. not a team. So it was pretty frustrating, i got so stressed over it and for once last night.. i felt so good that i wanted to go out and party or something. It was a crazy feeling. I had such a good day except school, but spanish wasn't too bad.. cuz usually i always get in trouble, cuz my teach hates me. But eh.. but OH OH GUESS WHAT! I saw my volleyball coach last night before the game!!! *EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE* (Nikki, Michelle and Cory.. ya'll saw my victory scream!) LOL. Maybe that made me do even better at the game too, he totally made my night worthwhile. I just LOVE talking to him! He's sooo awesome! I think he's coming to our game 2day, i do sure hope soo!!! Even if we lose.. i dont care.. i just want him there. I do hope alot of St. Johns Girls and St. Paul Girls come to our school next year. Then we could have a bigger team and it be so much fun, beside our vball coach totally rocks!! But all i keep hearing that at least 2 girls total from both schools are coming, and thats it.. and others are just thinking. But i can't blame them, i had to think about too.. i thought PBL was filled with more exciting things, but i realized my school is really my home.. without it, i probably wouldn't of met so many great people! Plus my christian faith had stayed with me through all of it, i wouldn't of known what to do if i went to PBL and lost it all. Do ya'll know what i mean? ok. i better get going soon! school shall be starting in like 20 mins or so. so ya.. i better go. But here is a song.. that i've been addicted to since i found it!
Maybe when the room is empty,
Maybe when the bottle's full.
Maybe when the door gets broke down,
Love can break in.
Maybe when I'm done with thinking,
Maybe you can think me whole.
Maybe when I'm done with endings
This can begin, this can begin
This can begin.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You can tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're gonna be something
Maybe when your hair gets darker,
Maybe when your eyes get wide,
Maybe when the walls are smaller
There will be more space
Maybe when I'm not so tired,
Maybe you could step inside
Maybe when I look for things that
I cant replace, I cant replace
I cant replace.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just dont fit in,
And how you're gonna be something.
If I could be your first real heartache,
I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your heroine.
I never thought you'd last,
I never dream you would.
You watch your life go past,
You wonder if you should.
If you should be my punk rock princess,
So I could be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just dont fit in,
And how you're gonna be something.
If I could be your first real heartache,
I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your heroine.
Whoa! you know!
You only burn my bridges
Whoa! you know!
You just cant let it sink in!
You could be my heroine,
You could be my heroine!
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Unfinished Plans
BY CAROLE NICHOLS
Even love's good memories can hurt;
Sharply tangy and so bittersweet,
'Cause a memory is just something gone,
Of things that will never be complete.
So many things you didn't do
When you had the chance;
You still see them on that list,
A place, an act, that special dance.
And even if there's no regret
For all the times you had,
You still yearn for the should have been's
And it makes you feel so sad.
So you ache for the lost dreams
That, now, will never come true;
And you dream of just one more chance
That you know will not be given to you.
You feel the good memories creeping in,
And you try so hard to shut them away
Til you can look at them once more
Without feeling the loss and hurt of today. | | |
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